But that really is the whole point of why I'm writing now. I have reverted all my posts to draft from 2009 to date. I'm basically starting over. This isn't a regular thing though. I just wanted to welcome 2016 by keeping my 'past' thoughts to myself. They are a part of me, yes, but it isn't so wrong to give myself a little room for moving on, right? Like, 70% of my past posts are sad and unfortunate, anyway. My thoughts then, were influenced by the darkest force I could have ever encountered. Hahaha jk. But I'm okay now. Super.
2015 in a nutshell.
Time really is fleeting. One day you wake up all miserable and tired, the next, you're already feeling better and set to face another day. That's what actually happened to me. I never thought I could feel so alive again. A lot of things have changed to be honest, and the moment I realized that, I couldn't be any happier. Because the change that occurred, made me see how wonderful it is to be surrounded by people who actually cared. Well, maybe they did care right from the start, I just didn't see it because I was looking at the wrongest place. This year taught me to value what I have, to always remember that the only person I need to compete with is myself, and to strengthen the relationship I have with the people around me (i.e.family and friends).
I wanna thank them all for giving me a thousand reasons to be happy everyday. And that's even an understatement compared to what I actually feel about them. Every freaking day, I grow more in love with life. How they can understand me, and stick with me through whatever is just way beyond my comprehension. It's just gold.
2015 has been amazing. I am grateful. I am happy. I am thrilled. Thrilled to welcome 2016 and look forward to what's about to come.
...For now, let me just say I know I mean something to myself. -Julie Wesenberg