TRAIN OF NEW YEAR THOUGHTS

Spending New Year's Eve with my family has been a tradition (not that I could go to New York or elsewhere). Heh. But being with them makes everything a lot easier particularly because we are family. We have to stick together for survival. The family I have is my home. They are the most beautiful extension of God's love. A manifestation that I am more than blessed to even exist in this cruel world.

But anyway, happy new year! 2015 is a wrap! Now, I get to go back to studying and ace my final semester in college. My fingers are crossed, hope at its peak - I declare I will graduate and pass the CPA Licensure Examination this year (utang na loob, gusto ko nang grumadweyt)! Too much enthusiasm, I must say. But it's all I got since I honestly don't know what to expect this year. 2015 has been great (and I mean really, really great), but I haven't got a clue about this year. All I know is that I have to get by this semester and do well in my review classes after graduation and pass the board exam. It sounds pretty simple but the details in between these plans are well... pretty unknown. If I'm going to explain how my brain works when it overthinks, this post would take forever to publish. But since I just want to vent out my thoughts, let's stick to the shorter version.

So, what to do when you're expecting? Have discipline. That's right. If I could have ten sacks of discipline this year, and the same amount of motivation, please, that would be great. But considering my attitude and personality, I can actually change my decision right about the time I'm about to do something. I am so inconsistent. So, I might as well change that, too.

But will it be enough, though? We'll see. I just hope everything goes well this year. If it doesn't, I hope I could have the courage and strength to go through it.

"How does one become a butterfly?" She asked.
"You must want to fly so much, you're willing to give up being a caterpillar." 
-T. Paulus